Sanckens doll.

Sometimes I feel sorry for myself and then I think of you both and how you forced me to see light even though we didn't always have the privilege of seeing daylight and then I stop and just miss you. Miss talking for hours and hoping together and dreaming and knowing you were both out there - we were so so young. I'm so grateful for my health, I'm so grateful to walk and leave the house and drive and to see daylight and the stars and to be in the night and to dance and to sit up straight and get out of bed. I am lucky and take so much for granted. For a while, it hurt so much to lose you without even getting to say goodbye that I wasn't sure. But oh my god, I am so grateful I met you 💖