summer is fulfilling it's promises already. i am 19 days sober. i am tan and dark blonde. i am two weeks left of second term. i have two weeks off for a brief summer in london, then work back in my hometown with girls who are friends, doing something i love, with time to rest and slip back into the parallel life that lags a little behind, waiting for me. i have a life i am safe inside. i am at the school i never even dared dream of. i am living in pure validation. i am a month clean of bulimia.
i am cosmic ordering, i am manifesting, i am prophesying. this summer will be a summer of love. it will be a summer of deep tans, blonder hair, coffee shop shifts, lay ins, flirations, sobriety and AA meetings. it will be a summer split between two places and the people i love. it will finally be the best of both worlds.
after a day spent in the sun, tonight i'll order pizza, write out a poem for my voice class tomorrow and lounge around. happy, sleepy, warm, content, lucky. so fucking lucky.
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