God must be doing cocaine

it's been the heaviest two months i've known in a long, long time. but i think it's lightened up now, i think i've turned a corner. i'm coming out of it with a little piece of knowledge about myself, a new job, a new awareness, a new responsibility and a whole lot of new possibilities and opportunities.

i didn't do anything but drink the past year and i'm finally remembering that i love love love things.